So I’ll be completely honest

The way I’m living my life at the moment, it’s looking like
1)Professional Life
2)Family
3)Self
4)Love Life
5)School
6)Friends

I feel like they’re all interconnected though. I’m working so hard so that my family doesn’t have to deal with financial hardships. I’m in no position to love someone else if I don’t even know how to love myself, which is why I emphasize myself first. And a lot of the time, I get schoolwork done early so I have the opportunity to hang out with my friends.

To be completely completely honest, I feel like they’re all very very important. So it’s good to have a balance of all of them.

Amazing.

To be completely honest, we were incredibly behind, unprepared, and plain fucked in the days leading up to it. But because of Christine, Janky, Rachel, Jan, Rene, Vanessa, Nicky, the main cast, and everyone in PUSO who sacrificed their valuable time to cramming the skit and doing everything they could to make it work…

WE WON BEST SKIT HOLY SHIT. LIKE SERIOUSLY, HOLY SHIT.

I wanted Barrio to be something special to all the new PUSO members. Not only the freshmen, but for the transfer students like Rene and JenSam, and people who joined this year like Mona and June July. Whether we won or not, I just wanted people to experience the satisfaction I felt with Barrio from last year, where we gave it our all, had no regrets, and most importantly, all grew closer to each other.

We miraculously accomplished all of that this year. And that sexy ass trophy was the icing on that proverbial cake.

 

Clinical Psychologist.

I’m on that path, specifically, because I don’t think I’m motivated enough to do what it takes to go pre-med.

In general though, I love the mind. I love thinking about basically everything. And I love people. Psychology gives me a way to combine those loves by taking that deeper knowledge and understanding of people, and using it to better the lives of people who need that extra help.

Which is everyone. 

Yes. It was magical, but awkward as fuck because I had no idea what I was doing. The tongues are supposed to caress each other and comfort each other. I treated it like a heavy-weight MMA fight or some shit.

Surprisingly, mute. I talk a LOT. And I like talking. 

But holy shit I can just learn sign language or something. If I was blind or deaf, it would take away such a huge aspect of the world for me. I can still perceive everything if I’m mute.

My own head. Because life is what you make of it, how you percieve the world around you and the experiences it throws at you. I like to get lost in those thoughts and perceptions.

Mentally? I want to get used to speaking more bluntly, and saying what needs to be said. There’s too much coddling, and fear of hurting people’s feelings. And although that’s okay sometimes, if shit needs to get done, I need to be able to ignore what people think of me and just do what I need to do and say what I need to say.

I also want to be more understanding of people. I feel like the more I understand, the more I can make everyone around me just a little bit happier.

Physically? A FEW INCHES WOULD BE KINDA NICE.

EDIT: ^That last bit is referring to my height for all you dirty bastards out there. And by that, I basically mean you, Anne.

Yes, but not because they’re objectively the truth, but because my first impressions of people tend to extremely bias my perception of every subsequent encounter with them.

On the bright side though, I tend to always look for and see the good in people. So most of my first impressions are either really positive, a tad awkward, or just “I don’t know them well enough to have an impression at all”-ish.